Scatterbrained

I have never felt such emotional turmoil in my life. Family. Relationship. Job. Where to live. School. My friends are the only area in my life which brings me comfort and stability. And my sister. That's where I am right now. Honestly.

Do I move away alone now? Do I leave my comfort zone and get my own apartment and try to start out on my own? Do I go back to school? Obviously I leave Morehead and find a new job. No doubt. I know it will all work out, and honestly it'll probably all fall into place as soon as I get out of here. Living with 2 sisters and a mother in a small house with 3 bedrooms...sucks. Time for my own cute little apartment, with my own little kitchen to cook my own meals, drink my own wine, entertain my own friends.

I know I seem somewhat depressed, but really I'm just a constant mix of all kinds of emotions. I will be just fine. I just can't wait to get to that point where all that I thought I knew finally works out in my head.

Amazement

I literally am in amazement and awe every day of how amazing and full of blessing my life is. I know everyone gets in these moments, but for about 5 months now I've been on this positivity kick. It has completely changed my life and I think the lives of others around me. I try to look at the glass half full and my entire life through rose-colored lenses. It has made each day better, me much happier, and has definitely had me become a much better sister, girlfriend, and friend. I hope others have felt the effects of my life-change.

Even now as I sit in Maryland, 7 hours away from my family, as we all deal with a very rough family moment, I am so happy and realize that #lifeisstillamazing. Oh crap! Forgot I was blogging, rather than on Twitter. :)

I hope everyone looks at today with complete positivity. Be more than content. Be happy.

Love you ALL.