I have never felt such emotional turmoil in my life. Family. Relationship. Job. Where to live. School. My friends are the only area in my life which brings me comfort and stability. And my sister. That's where I am right now. Honestly.
Do I move away alone now? Do I leave my comfort zone and get my own apartment and try to start out on my own? Do I go back to school? Obviously I leave Morehead and find a new job. No doubt. I know it will all work out, and honestly it'll probably all fall into place as soon as I get out of here. Living with 2 sisters and a mother in a small house with 3 bedrooms...sucks. Time for my own cute little apartment, with my own little kitchen to cook my own meals, drink my own wine, entertain my own friends.
I know I seem somewhat depressed, but really I'm just a constant mix of all kinds of emotions. I will be just fine. I just can't wait to get to that point where all that I thought I knew finally works out in my head.
